LTC ROCKS!!!

best LTC ever.
i never expected it to be so good!
i thought it was gna be torture all the way..
i thought it was gna be hard and boring..
i thought it was gonna be JUST another camp.
never in my life,
did i thought it would end up so good!
so fun!
so cool!
so.. i mean.. wow.

it has truly bonded us, prefects so much more.
it has drawn us closer.
it has taught us all how much our leader means to us.
it has taught us to take care of her,
respect her,
love her,
support her.

after all..
we, PREFECTS are a family.

it has taught us, st mary prefects
to love one another,
to take care of one another,
to support one another..

the tears we shed during the camp
tears of joy,
tears of sorrow,
tears for our leaders..
tears for our friends..
putting aside every ego,
every image we want to set in front of people,
and just letting the tears brimming in our eyes flow..
allowing people to see the brokeness in us..
not caring if we looked weak.
not caring if we seemed foolish.
not caring if we cried like babies.
what matters was how it had bonded us SO MUCH!
to the point we can hug, and cry, and not seem to mind.

i do hope this spirit in us, would carry on.
in the hearts of the prefects to come.
the hearts of our prefects.
in us.

it's my last year,
and the best prefects camp ever!
i've learned to bond with my juniors specially the f2s.
i've learned to receive instruction even from younger leaders.
i've learned of the sacrifice suet yan has to make as the head.
and i believe there is more you've learned too!
lets live it out,
pass it on,
and lift st. marys name even higher!

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bila bertalu rentak dikalbu
hasrat yang tersirat semakin kuburu
bila bergema laungan gempita
harapan bernyala nadiku berganda

GEMURUH JIWA
SEMANGAT MEMBARA
DARI PUNCAK INGIN KE ANGKASA
BERKALUNGKAN BINTANG BERKELIPAN
MENYERLAH JAUH DARI YANG BIASA

*yeah!!!*

bridge: ungkapan ini bukan sekadar bermimpi
segalanya pasti kan terbukti nanti

GEMURUH - Faizal Tahir

adjusting..

ADJUSTMENT
ADJUSTMENT
and more ADJUSTMENT.

You are faithful
You are faithful
You are faithful
Your joy is my strength
.............

truly only Your joy can strengthen me
as i get adjusted to my surroundings.
don't let this excitement i have,
the joy.. be drained.
just because of all that is happening.
it'll take time,
sustain me Lord, help me week by week..

going unnoticed.

you see me,
yet, i remain unnoticed.
you hear me,
yet, i remain unnoticed.
you KNOW me,
yet, i remain unnoticed.

it has always been these way.

i can only see from afar,
your joy that springs into a smile.
i can only see from afar,
the love that brings along such joy.
i can only see from afar,
the homosapien*HAHAHAHAHA*
that kindled these emotions within you.

i can only see, and not experience.
i can only see, and not feel.
i can only see, and know i'll never be in that position.

the few words indirectly hinting i'm emo-ing,
has it never triggered you?
have you never noticed?

how sad...

BUT PRAISE THE LORD!!!! *MUAHAHAHAHAH*

God will provide la.
who cares if he's not into you!
plus, thinking again, thank God he never noticed me!
i'll be in a dilemma~~~
i'll screw up furthur in my studies~~~
and i know it'll not be him,
whom God has in stored for me. ^^

ps: pretty cool poem huh.. XD
long time nvr write emo poems dy.
once in a while good wad.
make you guys wonder who is the HE..
but obviously,
I WONT TELL. X)

working hard.

* lose weight *

* study *

gambatei! jia yo!

geramnya...

i wasn't rude okay..

and i dont think there was a need to apologize..

but since you did it for me, thx.

if you think i'm rude, disrespectful, terrible..

UP TO YOU.

the Lord's peace..

troubled deep within.
why?
after all it's just a few homeworks and some
not-very-nice marks for Chem.
it burdens me.
it drains me of my joy.
it bothers me.
i can't get it off me!!!

you get how frustrating it is??
to feel the stress? so fan.
irritating.
annoying.

so i sought the Lord in prayer.
and right after worshipping Him,
i just felt it.
no more troubled heart, no more annoyance.
no more feeling fan.
the peace of God, that passes all understanding
washes over me,
the deep recesses of my soul,
the storm that was rising and causing me such disturbance.
gosh~~ i just needed that experience!
cause t'was so long time since i felt it.

thank you Lord!
thank you so much..

4sc3! love ya..

today, during English period,
we talk about unsung heroes.
the people who inspires us.
was way cool hearing my classmates share
who inspires them, and why they chose them.

most said their dads,
some said their friends,
one said her mum.
another one her senior.

i shared on miss Goh cause pn. inthirani
suddenly ask me bout her.

COOLEST PRINCIPAL EVER!

really!!

though so many things happen in our school.
yet, she can stil remain so calm. whoa~~
seriously, how many people can do that!
i look up to her lotz. too bad..
i think if i ever will be a principal one day,
i'll be so opposite her. XD

got lotz more people that inspire me la..
1. mum and dad!
2. my c.f. teacher
3. summore who else leh??
- miss chong and pn liew!
cause they can teach in bm so fluently.
although they are chinese. i wana be like that too...
- my tuition addmaths teacher.
can teach in english, bm and chinese well.
whoa~~ too bad. i no more hope in chinese language dy.
hahahahax. XD

wad bout urs?
who's ur inspiration?